Saturday, June 13, 2009

Last Moments.

And once more, I wait for the final shot.

Our infinity with only a few minutes remaining.

To tell the truth, I'm really getting used to it.

But I'm sick of the same ending. It's way too hard. Shit.

Sometimes I take the hard way.
Sometimes the hard way takes me.
But sometimes... both happens together.

Not again, not in the same way. Again, I can do nothing.

I'm stronger, but not enough.

We walk.

I feel the end approaching, once more. I'm walking to my final sentence.

We linger stand still in front of the weapon.

Shit. Another life, another death. Is it a kind of punishment?

I'm worried, but not with me.

Those sad moments. There's nothing left to do but waiting.

Time runs slowly. Hearts beat faster.

I hear steps. A new person enters in the scene. He prepares to shoot.

He's only waiting for the right time. He prepares the ammunition.

I'm only waiting for the final moment. Again. Promises are made.

Crap. I still refuse to believe it.

My time has come. I close my eyes. I hear seconds being counted.

- I love you... bye.

(silence)

Ready.

Set.

Go.

I hear the shot. Bullseyed.

I feel it right on my chest.

A deep pain unleashes. I urge.

I look around. There's blood on the floor.

Everything is out of my control now. It's too late. There's no return.

Slowly, I feel the blood's heat beneath my skin.

Death approaches. Life's now leaving my fragile body. I smile.

I look again, around. Tears shed on my face. I see tears being shed, too. It's all, again, lost. Forever?

To those who I loved: Sorry. I coudn't change our fate. I failed again. It wasn't possible.

Tears fall on the floor followed by my body with a silent, but dead noise. Together, everything falls apart.

It's almost over now. There are only soft memories now. I feel the white lightning coming. The dream has ended.

I look around. My eyes close.

I lie dead.

I lie, dead.

End.

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